4 Minutes til Lockdown.

Actually, its more like half an hr, but hey, who's counting. I'm down in the south visiting my family for the weekend, and im having a pretty good time. Okay, i don't get much sleep, but besides that, I'm having a pretty good time. I didnt know my family had this many people in this many places, but I guess you learn something new everyday. We had some people coming from faaar up north in a BUS for christ's sake. And speaking of Christ, these people are pretty religious. So far, it hasn't been overbearing like i thought it would be, but I guess we'll find out tomorrow: Sunday. I have gotten to sit and chill with some members, and you can tell we're from the same family, especially my "cousin" (he's only a couple years younger than my dad). He acts just like my dad and uncle...ah, gotta love family. I do wish that one of my cousins, who is in the Air Force atm, could have made it, but he's still in training. I texted him a bit, and he seems a little sad that he's missing out on this.

I've been getting along with my half sister, which kinda surprised me, but i was hoping it would happen. If she wasn't here, I would probably regret goin on this trip. The drive down wasn't too bad either. I didn't get to drive, but i'm not even sure i would have been able to handle it, like she could. She drove from where she lives (6 hrs from my place) to Charlotte, which took about 7 hrs. Knowing she probably got less sleep than i did, I was impressed. My pops was knocked out, which is completely ironic, seeing as his snoring kept us from getting to sleep the last two nights. I may need more coffee before we get busy today. Well, thats pretty much all I have time to post today. Maybe i'll summarize this trip when I get back home. If im not too tired, which I probably will be >:P

Song of the post:
4 Minutes Til Lockdown - Redman (and some others). It's rap, but some lines crack me up, its good stuff, if not a little dated since it came out last year. Check it out.


Kiba.

Minutes

Well...Hi. This is my blog, my name is Kiba, and I forgot about this place, but i figure there's no time like the present to make a post. Shit has changed in the last six months, i swear. I think I'm in love...I think. College is a month in a half away, HOLY SH*T, I am not ready. I mean, mentally, I'm ready to go, but physically, I need to take care of some things, like loans. I don't find out who I dorm with until late July, and move in around mid August, so the rest is just a waiting game. I apply for work study in early august, because I'm broke, and my family can't afford to pay, just like everyone else.

My Zune is just about full of music, so I'm pull a Jay-Z and be on to the next one, a 64 GB iPod Touch. Hell yes, I'm greedy like that, didn't you know? Best part is, neither me or my family will pay for it. Lockerz will. I have a plan, its bound to work, don't doubt me. I'm getting down, and summer is only half way done, if even that. This loneliness is killing me inside, and my lack of progress in anything that matters pisses me off, but I know i won't do anything about it...I lack motivation.

Lets hope the next few months are better, and now I just can't wait for one of my best friend's to get back from her grandmother's house, i need to talk to her, and I miss her. Oh, and I FUCKIN GRADUATED, SO SUCK IT! ...Mmm, that feels good.

Kiba

BTW: the title is from the song "Minutes" by Late Night Alumni, one of my favorite super groups (because it has Kaskade, who i would go bi for.) Look it up, its soft, smooth, and kinda cute. Good for evenings.

Brighter

Now, one may wonder, why the hell do i dare post, when no one comes here anyways? Easy, this is my release. This is where i say the shit i can't in Facebook, or in person, or to friends. Well, I was right, it wasn't gonna happen. Thing is, i dont feel so shitty any more, thanks to a friend. She's the only one Ive told, and I think i'll keep it that way; I dont need pity, i need music and good company, and i have both right now.

So hey, in the end, her loss. Air is cleared, closure gained.

Kiba

Heart's A Mess

I'm going to be blunt. Fuck This. I'm almost literally picking my heart up off the floor. She didn't have to say anything. I think she's been saying it all along, just not directly. It didn't bother me when i came to the same conclusion over the weekend, but as I sit here, it's hit, kinda hard. Fuck this, fuck love, and fuck you. But thanks for visiting, honestly. I can't even be truly happy about my friends and their mind blowing orgasms...that scares me. I'm going to hate tomorrow morning. I need someone who understands...anyways, good night all. I'll catch up with everyone at a later time.

Kiba

Dir En Grey - New Single

Hello everyone, and happy friday. This shall be another music post, this time focusing on Dir En Grey. With the cold weather, shorter days, and general stress that encompasses the end of the semester/year, I need a little extra to pump me up. I was originally planning on sharing my winter playlist, but that can probably wait until the weekend. But to give everyone a little hint of what that playlist shall include, i give you one artist: Sia.
Anyways, today's music post includes Merciless Cult by Dir En Grey, who just released a new single: Hageshisa to, Kono Mune no Naka de Karamitsuita Shakunetsu no Yami, aka the long epicness. So i will host two videos, Merciless Cult and Hageshisa etc etc etc etc. Enjoy the Diru!

Kiba

Paris

Hey everyone, welcome to the first new post of my redesigned blog. I got the palette off this amazing site, and well, the rest is history. So this is gonna be a short music post, highlighting a song i can never get enough of "Paris" by Groove Armada, off of their Soundboy Rock album. Maybe this will make you think of your relationship.

This isnt coffee related, i swear

You know, I'm really starting to re-think this theme. Its been a while since i last did anything on this blog, and comments about the theme is part of the reason, you know who you are. So anyone have any ideas on what I should change the theme to? I'm thinking blues,some black, and maybe some white. I obviously have no experience with blog themes, so anyone mind lending a hand?

Kiba

p.s. - i still drink coffee, BITE ME.