Now, one may wonder, why the hell do i dare post, when no one comes here anyways? Easy, this is my release. This is where i say the shit i can't in Facebook, or in person, or to friends. Well, I was right, it wasn't gonna happen. Thing is, i dont feel so shitty any more, thanks to a friend. She's the only one Ive told, and I think i'll keep it that way; I dont need pity, i need music and good company, and i have both right now.
So hey, in the end, her loss. Air is cleared, closure gained.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
I'm going to be blunt. Fuck This. I'm almost literally picking my heart up off the floor. She didn't have to say anything. I think she's been saying it all along, just not directly. It didn't bother me when i came to the same conclusion over the weekend, but as I sit here, it's hit, kinda hard. Fuck this, fuck love, and fuck you. But thanks for visiting, honestly. I can't even be truly happy about my friends and their mind blowing orgasms...that scares me. I'm going to hate tomorrow morning. I need someone who understands...anyways, good night all. I'll catch up with everyone at a later time.