Now, one may wonder, why the hell do i dare post, when no one comes here anyways? Easy, this is my release. This is where i say the shit i can't in Facebook, or in person, or to friends. Well, I was right, it wasn't gonna happen. Thing is, i dont feel so shitty any more, thanks to a friend. She's the only one Ive told, and I think i'll keep it that way; I dont need pity, i need music and good company, and i have both right now.
So hey, in the end, her loss. Air is cleared, closure gained.